#IssuesFriendsDealWith
# ADHD
Get specific. It is a disorder of [[executive function]]
There is a good chance you are [[I am procrastinating|procrastinating]] good chance you are here [[Optimization procrastination trap]]
- [[narrative therapy]]
## First aid...
- [[strength training|lift weights]]
- [[set at timer]]
- Set your [[MIT]] and [[make it smaller]]
- [[breath]] and [[mindfulness]]...who is it that is suffering?
- Check in on your body. Hydrate, fresh air. Big breaths. Have
- [[switch back and forth - computer work then body work]]
- [[vagus nerve]] stimulation
- [[ear vagal nerve stimulation with TENS unit - Auricular tVNS -]]
- humming
- [[co-working|co-work]]
- [[Reset routines]]
- Clear desk, tabs
## Caution & Anti-list
- [[Optimization procrastination trap]]
- That includes doing research on ADHD
Consider [[environmental psychology]] and the systems around you. Can easily take something from [[subclinical]] to clinical.
Remember everything is a [[it is a matter of focus|matter of focus]].
It is badly named. [[ignore the narrative]]
Use it. Understand it.
It is may often feel like disorder even though it is a gift.
- It is not strange that you find rigid environments uncaptivating.
- It is not strange that you find the world incredibly captivating.
## Do I have it?
- You don't believe you have it
- You are fairly certain you have it
- You think its a good thing
- You think its a curse
- You love your brain, you hate it too
- Your doctor thinks you have it
- You think you tricked your doctor
## Is applying a label helpful?
- [[labels]]?
## Qualities of ADHD (inattentive type) that I have struggled with...
Let us be [[be specific]] with problems that might fall under and near the ADHD umbrella...
- [[I get lost]]
- [[I am forgetting something|I forget]] stuff
- I struggle with [[disassociation]]
- [[I get distracted]] and deal with [[distractions]]
- I get [[overwhelmed]]
- I struggle with [[escapism|escapes]]
- [[I struggle trusting myself]]
- [[The struggle to start things]] / [[motivation]]
- [[The struggle to stay on task]] / [[focus]]
- [[The struggle to finish things]] / [[faith]], [[momentum]], [[perfectionism]]
- I struggle guessing how much [[time]]
- I struggle with [[negative self judgement]] (because the above stuff leaves me with a worse win/loss ratio)
- I fixate and obsess on small things
- Racing thoughts
- Lots of [[if only]] thinking
- co-morbidities of [[anxiety]] and [[Depression - the fog]]
- [ ] what is a good resource for inattentive ADHD?
## But it is a gift?
- [[when you complain you ignore the whole]]
There are parts to it that a clear gift. [[neurodiversity]] for example is a gift.
And there are many parts that are a struggle, but the struggle can be a gift
## Things that make ADHD worse
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# Types and symptoms of ADHD
## Inattentive
- getting distracted
- poor organizational skills
- forgetting routine chores
- not finishing things
## Hyperactive/impulsive
- never seeming to slow down (this is not me)
- talking or fidgeting (less and less me as I age)
- never seeming to stay on task (maybe a little bit)
Note, many of the resources around ADHD are for hyperactive type.
## Some tools that are helpful
- Set a 5-11 minute timer.
- Pennies
- Body double
- [[Breathe]]
## My experience with ADHD medications
- They enabled my [[workaholism]]
- They made my [[axniety]] and [[panic]] worse
- I felt an odd [[addiction]] to them
- They were helpful in the short term but if I could choose between knowing even a few other coping strategies or having access to the drug, I would choose the coping strategies
## Related
- When I think that [[I do not know anyone like me]] I tend to be forgetting about the people with ADHD.
- [[Depression - the fog]]
- [[anxiety]]
- [[I have struggled]]
- [[be here now]]
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- [[work vs ADHD]]
- [ ] take parenting classes re: ADHD
- [[Comic Sans]]
- focus mates [[co-working]]
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