# Who am I performing for? I dance for me. I write for me. I make cats purr and kids laugh for.... them? me? What is altruism if [[so we are all god|we are all god]]? ## When no one is around... - I sing best - My lyrics flow - I move myself - I laugh - I see me ## I will try to pay you very little mind As social animals a lot of our minds go to each other. On here I want my mind going here. ## Narrative scares me - Performance relies on [[narrative]] ## Odd days forgetting myself On odd days it can feel like I'm performing for you or [[they]]. This is an [[obsessive compulsion]]. ## Related - [[Embarrassment]] - [[Writing is thought]] - [[Social Media]] - [[non-duality]] - that mirror song