# Suicide [[if you are hesitating to reach out to friends something is wrong]] If you are ever thinking about suicide, don't hide it. Tell someone. I have experienced suicidal thoughts. Many have. Suicide is s scary topic. I am scared to focus on it here and that comes from love. Love of life. Love of you. I have a standing plan to get thai food before suicide. ## History with suicidal thoughts.. - Teenager - saved by the understanding that it was temporary and I was going to leave home soon - Late teens / early 20s - Depressive episodes - Intense and debilitating pain that made my life seem not worth living - 30s - doesn't ever really come up ## #Audio/Song... - No lies just love ## Related - [[Depression - the fog]] - #Meta/DearReader - [[meme]] - [[surrender]] - [[memento mori]]